Sooo.. I was supposed to have posted this last friday night but... my dial-up got cut bec there was no credit left on it.. -___-;; Anyway, here are my thoughts last friday...

YEEEY!!! I had fun today!! To start off, it was velvetsash’s (gomen, Riida has some problems with the LJ User thing...-_-;) bday party and I got to eat free food!! YEY FOR FREE FOOD!! *flails happily* YEEEYYY!!!! \(^_^)/ It was fun, plus I got to meet new people!! And to top my great day off I finally have time to make up from a week-long arashi deprivation!! 
 
BELATED HAPPY BDAY VELVETSASH !!!Thanks for inviting me!!^_^

I got to download ‘We Can Make It’ PV!! AT LONG LAST!! HORAAAYY!! *screams happily and jumps for joy* And.. and.. I also got to download other Arashi clips... Oh! Oh! AND I finally got my Letter’s from Iwo Jima back!! *fangirl scream* after almost a whole sem, I’m finally reunited with my Kazu-chan!!! (eh? O_o feeling close? Ehehehe) AND half the memory of my flashdisk is filled with Nino’s pics and I can’t seem to stop drooling over him *wipes corner of mouth*and..and...AND (i can’ stop putting ANDs here! -__-;;) there are lots of HOT JUN pics that’s making me want to scream my head off with happiness!!! PLUS, I finally got the long awaited/searched for piano scores of Love So Sweet and Hitomi No Naka no Galaxy... You don’t know how much I wanted to cry tears of joy when I finally found it (after searching for it since last summer)!! Aahhhhh!!!! I am soooooo happy today!! There are lots and lots of arashi pics in my flashdisk today!! HAPPY! HAPPY!!! HAPPY MEEEE!!!! The piano’s going to be in a really bad shape at the end of the sembrake -___-;; (hehe. I’m going to be self-studying!! I only got up to grade... two and a half, I think, and then I lost interest, but if we’re talking about arashi then, by golly (O_- ehhh?),I DON’T CARE HOW LONG I HAVE TO LEARN IT- I WILL AND I’LL DO A GOOD JOB OF IT !!! YEAAHH!!!! \(>O<)/)

To Empanada (oh yes, I’M talking about YOU beefy! O_o):

You know,
It’s been fun. 

At first,
I decided to like you so that I can forget,
But...
I think that somewhere along the way
I REALLY fell for you
And I seem to find myself
Being drawn to you
...more and more 

But now
The sem’s already over,
Will we see each other again?
Will we meet again tomorrow..?
...the week after?
...two weeks?
Or do we just go on like before? 

Even if that is the case
I just want to say:
‘Thanks.
My only wish,
Is to see you smile...just like you always do
That'll be enough' 

Because it was THAT,
That smile that you always wear,
That drew me to you. 

Am I making sense?
*laughs* Well, there isn’t much to begin with (O_O)
But,
Maybe someday you’ll read this
Maybe (by some weird twist of fate) you’re even reading this right now
I just want you to know
‘daisuki...’

NO I am NOT dying O_O *looks over to see a lot of shocked people* I just wanted to say that to him but well... uh...I just can’t... coz it’s not exactly what you call...NORMAL, to go up to a person who has absolutely no idea that you like him and then go off sprouting stuff like that -___-;; he might just file a restraining order against me O_o hehehe. Anyway, it doesn’t really matter if he knows or not... I don’t even think it’ll make a difference... but it’s ok for me. And, the ‘daisuki’ there means only ‘like’, ok? ^_^

Man! Why am I in an emo mood?! Oh, right... maybe it’s because of watching Kiiroi Namida while typing this...*looks over to the loading Kiiroi Namida movie* Waaaahhhhhh T_________________T JUUUNNN!!! DOOOKKOOOO???? And-and-AAANNNDDDD... *sniffs* WAAAHHHH!!!! OHNOOOOOO!!!! DOUUUUSSHHITTTTTEEE??? GAAHHHH!!! WHY MUST YOU GUYS MAKE ME CRY?? *goes off to watch the rest of the movie*

Ja, minna! <3

Hitomi-chan

P.S. I'm drowning in arashi now... I keep squealing whenever I see my wallpaper (a hot pic of nino in black O_O) I can't seem to stop playing Oh-chan's 'Song for Me', 'Rain' and 'Top Secret', can't stop thinking of HOT Jun *drools some more* and.. and... Aiba's SCANDAL O_O and.. and..gahh... Sho in Kiiroi Namida!!! AAAHHHH!!!!! *screams and pulls at hair* O_o

Okay.. so, I’m here at home, gnawing on some left-over chicken (good knows how long it’s been there in the fridge..) I may even die early because of it... IF I’m lucky enough. -_-;;

I’m feeling kind of...a little...MURDEROUS today. No. Not feeling... I AM EFFING MURDEROUS TODAY.

Screw this.

Screw school.

SCREW THIS DAY.

To start off, I had to battle stupid hordes of college students, office workers, the rain and practically the swimming rats alike, to get to an FX at effing 6 in the morning. Why? Oh. Well... let’s just say TIME FLIES WHEN YOU’RE HAVING FUN *sarcastic smile*. Well, I thought, ‘It could be worse..right?’ and I just jumped on the FX, shaking the excess water from my hair.

Things REALLY couldn’t get worse...

Things really SHOULDN’T get worse....

...right?

WRONG. So, okay, I’m not really a pessimist kind of person, but hell, I think I’m allowed to have at least ONE off day... considering the *ahem* circumstances. That morning, I was all: "Whoot! Today is the day we pass our newspapers!!! ^__^ Yeay!! I get to see my article!!!" I was actually looking forward to seeing the rest of the paper when I got to class... only to find out that it wasn’t there yet.

The 2^nd subject came and went, there’s still no sign of our paper or the ENTITY who’s supposed to bring/print/ do one of the most essential parts of the effing paper. I was still actually cool with it. I kept telling myself ‘It’ll be here.’ And I even said to the&*$@Y$&$@& person’s defence ‘Oh. Give him the benefit of the doubt. He may have had something to deal with...he might be just busy... blah blah blah...’ yeah, right...benefit of the doubt, my ass.

The 3^rd subject (which was before History where we have to pass the paper)was already halfway finished when I found out that...that....THAT GUY just arrived at the printing shop and I was all *raises a eyebrow* Okkkaaayy... -____- So, he’d better make it here, or else...

3^rd subject’s already over. The tension’s rising and I started to worry. WHERE THE HELL IS HE???!!! The ed-in-chief already went on to find him... and still...GAHHH!!! And then came HISTORY time and the paper wasn’t there yet!!! My eye was practically twitching (scratch that- it did) because of annoyance. My load was reduced to half of what it was that morning and we still haven’t had ANY reply to the &%^&$&*#^@ person who had the paper... we decided to just go find him ourselves... so, at this point I’m not really THAT pissed off yet... It started when I actually got a good long look at the wretched thing...

...and then...

It was like all hell broke loose...

WHERE THE HELL IS MY EDITORIAL ART?!!! 

WHERE IS THE EFFING COMIC STRIP I MADE??!!!

WHERE ARE THE PICTURES??!!

WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED???!!!

I was so effing pissed!!!!! I spent so much on THIS?!!! And I even effing made a stupid withdrawal and... and...I also used up all of my load and.. and... AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!! *screams and pulls at hair*

Do you people HATE me that much? Do you really want me to die early of a heart attack? ARE YOU SO EXCITED TO SEE ME CURL UP AND DIEEEE????!!!

The impact of the paper hadn’t really hit me until I got home and processed everything.

You see, it’s not really the fact that my ed-art got cut off, or the fact that the thing looked like it was rushed (which it probably WAS)...it’s the fact that...

I really thought that I could actually SAVE my grade in history because of this. I really wanted our paper to be chosen by the dean so that we could be exempted from finals (yes, I was feeling kind of arrogant, because I really BELIEVED that it would turn out great... BIG MISTAKE.) I... I really... well, I don’t know what else to say at this part. At this point I don’t know which emotion is more intense- the pissed part of me or the disappointment/worry/something-close-to-crying. I don’t know. I don’t really know.

I’m seriously still hyperventilating at the mere thought of today.(well... practically foaming in the mouth more like it... -____-;;)

Give me some time to cool off... at the mean time... YOU, stay away from me if you still want to LIVE.

*cue smoke and special effects*

I LIIIIIIVVVEEEEE!!!!

MWAHAHAHAHA! Just these past few days, a certain realization had struck me...I swear...

ARASHI IS SEDUCING ME!!!!

o_O EH?!

Oh yes!!! THEY REALLY ARE!!! @___@ Ok.. so not ME exactly.. but they really are seducing us fans more than usuall these last few weeks.. I mean come on...

Let's enumerate, shall we?

YAMDA TARO MONOGATARI

Oh Sho... I know that you do these things purposely!!! You're reeling in people with those sly smirks of yours and those.. those LOOKS *swoons* and.. and.. Gaaaahhh!!!! I'm having a nosebleed just thinking about it...

(these are screen caps from Yamada Taro.. I got them from 

allbloomedout

Thanks a bunch!!! ^_^ It means a lot!)
Look at him!! I mean.. LOOK AT HIM!!! *squeals*



See? SEE???????

I'm really starting to fall in love with Yamada Taro Monogatari!!! I heartheartheartheartheartheart it!!!!!! Oh, and Nino's absolutely NOT helping!!!!

GAAHHH!!! MARRY ME NINO!!! *heart eyes*



MY PRINCE/S!!!! ^_____________________^





*drools*



Yes!! Look at me like that Nino and I'l give you not just my bento!!!! O_O And that's just the sideview!!! What if he really looks into your eyes like that?! Gaaahhh..*melts into a puddle*

NINONINONINONINONINONINONINONINO!!!!!!! SHOSHOSHOSHOSHOSHOSHOSHOSHOSHOSHOSHO!!!! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME???!!! IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ONLY JUN AND TOSHI....and Aiba and Nino and Sho and and....

Plus, this picture is..is... GAHHHH!!! *screams*

SCANDAL!!! \(>O<)/ ahehehehe...

LOOK!!! LOOK!!! Isn' that supposed to be a 'girl-y' pose? Where the lead girl's supposed to hug the lead guy or sumthin like that...?? Hehehehe.. Sorry Ko-chan, but the mass needs to know!! MWAHAHAHA!!! (Oh yeah.. I do not own this pic, of course, it's from arashi.vox.com.... You can get the better version of this at her vox....) CHOOOO KAWAII!! <3

Ahehe.. and Nino looks SO GOOD in uniform!!

"You... look just like a man..."

..a maid's uniform, that is.. XDDD

Okay... enough of Yamada Taro and let's focus on the next member...

Tantanananan!!! *cue game show music*

AIBA MASAKI!!! Come on down!



HE. GOT. A. PERM. DAMNIT AIBA!!!! WHAT THE HELL????!!! YOU REALLY KNOW HOW TO PUSH ME INTO TOTAL INSANITY!!! I'm already obsessed with you and then.. and then. you really have to make me go totally Ga-Ga over you!!! T___T LOOK AT HIM!! LOOK AT HIM AND TELL ME HE'S NOT HOT (and I'll totally hunt u down and kill you.. XDD bwehehehe)!!!

Next: MATSUMOTO JUN

I don't really need to tell you how much I LOVE this guy.. (it's a pitty I can't have him.. or any one of them for that matter.. T__T Well... it's free to dream ne? Hehehe..) He's getting hotter and hotter with every passing second!!! I LURRRRVVV UUUU JUUNNN!!!!
(I don't have any recent photo's of Jun but I've seen a lot and I don't want to take w/o permission *ahem* *cough* Trauma*cough**ahem*
T_T But (for my arashi friends there) U can get awesome pics from ARASHI.VOX.COM!!!! I LOVE HER VOX!!! ^_^

And yes, last but totally NOT the least- riida!!!!

So... there's actually nothing new about him.. I just recently stumbled upon two gifs of him... of him.... gaaahhh.. *drools at the gifs* and this line really struck me (hard!)

Ohno's hips makes the world go round (...and round and round and round)

And then there's Oh-chan's gif from (I think) 'Top Secret' where he.. let's just say he 'danced', period. Ok.. let me rephrase that.. he DANCED. (a hypnotizing dance for that matter! O__O)

Plus, add that image to their upcoming TIME concert and his new song 'Song For Me' and I'm already drooling.. O_O Please Ohno I can't take it anymore!!!! GAAAHHHH!!! Just... just shoot me!!!

Okay.. I feel much more happier now (oh.. didn't I tell u guys..? I found my Toshi-chan bracelet and I this is post is in celebration of it!! ^_^) that I had another one of my fangirl ranting! ^____^ Til next time!!

Ja minna!!

KAWAIIII!!!! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Gahhh.. Sorry I can't cut it... My stupid comp's being such a b*tch about my LJ cutting capabilities.. T_T

Well.. I just got back from the BAHAY CHINOY exibit and guess what...I LOVED it!!!! ^_^ *twirls around happily*

I really enjoyed spending the afternoon with

velvetsash

just_menudo

We had fun taking random pictures of us!!!! At least if Ma'am said she needed proof we can give her a whole album of 'proof'!!! ~^_-~

Gahhh. I think school today was a waste of time...first subject didn't even came in, comp was ok I guess, Sir is still hyper in NatSci and Fil...? Ugh, don't bother asking. *rolls eyes*

Hmm.. well I'm just typing to pass the time here in the lib (yes I'm still here.. a certain SOMEONE wanted to go back to look for another certain SOMEONE. *wink!* *wink!* *nudge* *nudge*). 

Hmm... on the totally same note...*geh?!! scratches back of the head* Empanada didn't seem to be in a too much of a good mood today, isn't he?

Jun-chan!!! I MISSED YOU!! *runs to a big poster of JUN in her room and plants a wet one on it* Kyyyyaaa!!! You always know how to brighten my daaaayyyyy!! I LURVVV UUU!!! MARRY ME!!! *fan girl scream*

(note: *coz I don't want to get reprimanded again -_-* I don't own my "mood pic" or whatever it's called. I tracked it to this site: http://www.jdorama.com/viewtopic.php?p=318363 so.. yeah.. I don't own it... ^_^) *twirls around happily*

Aiiii!!! ^_____^ This made me smile!!

I was looking for something to do (well, something to do instead of studying, anyway.. -_-*) and I happened upon one of the old saved fics that was in my 'fave fanfics' folder.

One word explains it all- HILARIOUS. Made me laugh so much I almost fell off the bed :P

Curious now...? Here's a link to it. It's an ARASHI fanfic though, but I know you won't be sorry when you read this!! ^___^

Title: Butt.. I want it! 

http://www.arashian.com/index.php/topic,2523.0.html

Want a taste?

"Grabbing Ohno's butt was sort of calming technique used whenever Nino felt particulary stressed, nervous, upset, annoyed, exasperated, unloved, underappriciated, overshadowed or depressed."
-Chapter 1

""This," Nino pointed to a terrible drawing of his, "is Ohno's butt. It is strctly off limits.""
-Chapter7

O_o Read on to find out more!!

Ohh... and here are some pics from the thread/fanfc comments:

NOW LET'S GET DOWN TO SOME SERIOUS OH-CHAN BUTT FANDOM!! ^___^ MWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!




from: SaKuRaIro @ arashian.com

from one of their concerts.... they are such retards.. but they're MY ADORABLE retards!! My poor Oh-chan *sighs*!

da...HELL??!!!

Gaaahh.. my whole body's all wobbly from PE today. THE PAIN!! *hiss!* Why can't life be easy for me?! I-I-just... I WANT TO KILL SOMEONE!!!! O__O*makes a grabbing gesture in mid-air*

What the hell is wrong with me?!!! It's just been... what? 2 years since I last played in a real basketball game and now I'm back to my hopeless 'can't-dribble-to-save-her-own-life' stage again. *cry face* I thought I was so over with that!! I can still remember the humilation of.. of.. GAAAHHH!!! *rips hair out of frustration*

Our teacher's words keep repeating at the back of my head like some annoying shampoo commercial out to get, or rather, hypnotize to mindless LSS singing zombies, prospective buyers. DAMN IT!!! How can u be so INSENSITIVE?? Can't you even bother to give us at least 10 minutes to catch our breath or to at least TRY to recover from the humilliation that you oh-so-happily bestowed to us?!! WHY???!!!! And-and-and then she goes on saying that we're like this and that and that were doing it ABSOLUTELY POSITIVELY SICKENLY WRONG!!!!! *froths in the mouth*\(>O<)/

Do you want to know where our head is??? I'll show you head!! *does a headbutt* O_O

Nah.. I wouldn't really do that.. that'll just give me one massive headache, as if I don't get enough of those at weekends at my most favorite place in the world- Miss L's class. *rolls eyes*

On the other the side, something really unexpected hapened during handball-hell today. It was.. uh... shocking? O_O I don't really know where to classify it under..weird? paranormal? unidentifiable? sick? or just plain..'eh?'

Oh yeah!!! Me and Jun-B were reunited again!!! YEY!!!! *jumps* He's the GREATEST ball in the world *heart eyes*!!! Oh! And we got our pe uniforms with my name on the back.. *ahem* I mean.. my FUTURE name on the back!! WAIT FOR ME JUN!!!! I'M COMMING FOR YOU!!!! *runs off to Japan* ~^___^~

Okay, so I'm straying off the point here. (do I even have a point to begin with?? O_o) To make it short PE = EVIL. EVIL hot sun. EVIL rabid teacher. EVIL short-shorts. EVIL EVERYTHING.

And as if Ma'am Calcu didn't start the day so freaking great. B*tch. >: \ I was seriously listening to her stupid lecture (where the assignment and quiz came before discussion) and was asking Cuz if that tiny letter in the board was an 'm' or an 'n' and Ma'am goes on like I disturbed the whole class as if I've jumped up infront and danced the macarena while wearing a frilly pink tutu!!! *hyperventelates* *huff!* *huff!* -_____________-*

Empanaaaaddaaaa.. *sniff!* How come.. I just want... gaaahhh!! I'm so CONFUSED! *sobs*

Hmmm... that's all for now i guess... My compu is still apparently jealous of my LJ cutting abilities so I'll just edit it the next chance I get.' *sobs at the computer*

Always remeber Kuya Dapitan's wise words: 'Para kayong naglalakad sa buwan!!! LIIIPPPAAAADD!!!!' \(>O<)/

BANZAI!!

Ja minna san!!

just_menudo

, velvetsashand me are going to Bahay Chinoy tomorrow!! I'm kinda excited!! *squeels* Hope there are cute guys there....-_-*

I am so totally pissed off today!!

Damn... it's one of those days where the world is just plain against me.. first of all today is another one of those "lecture thingies" that I have to attend so that I'll be able to get 'Confirmed'.

I have nothing or whatsoever against Confirmation.. in fact I'm pretty excited about it.. it's just... just.. well, to put it in one word- it's.. it's...ARRRGGGHHHH!!!! \(>O<)/

Well, to start off, let's talk about out first meeting (which was a week ago, Sunday). The schedule said that the lecture was supposed to start at 2 and was to end at 4. So there I was, exactly 2 and there were just about 15 of us in the room. The lecturer (let's just call her Miss L) went inside and that, I assumed it was to signal the beginning of class. But then she went on about how we should wait for the others and so, we waited. It was already 2:30 when we started and what earned a raised eyebrow from me was when she walked in front and said (in a peppy and like a grade-school-teacher-talking-to-a-child way) 'Okay everyone! Let's start our class! But before that, let's sing something so as to shake the sleepiness away!' O_o and then she bounced off to get her ever-trusty-manila paper (which horribly reminded me of grade school!) and posted it on the board. She then proceeded to teach us how we should sing it and how to dance it, all the while my eye was twitching and all I could say was 'Eh? What da??!'. She then announced that it was time to stand up and actually sing it. It went horribly like this...

I can feel the spirit moving that's ALRIGHT! (put emphasis on alright and put thumb up)

I can feel the spirit moving that's ALRIGHT! (oh for the love of humanity...God save us! @_@)

I can feel the spirit moving that's ALRGHT! (What have I done to deserve this?!)

AAAAAALLLRIGHT! (da hell?!)

Eto ang aking ulo, i-ikot-ikot mo!! (just..just kill me please!! *sobs*)

Eto ang aking balikat i-twirl-twirl mo! (Waaaaaaa????)

Eto and aking beywang i-kembot-kembot mo!! (Gaahhh!! *kills herself*)

....

And I forgot the last line, my brain went dead at that moment. After that particularly horrid song we sat down and she started her lecture. Was it me, or is she kind of...hyper? Nervous perhaps? I dunno.. I can't even understand what the heck she was talking about. She started using deep Filipino terms and I was all 'O_O Wa?'. Of course I knew about the usual terms like 'kumpil' and 'binyag' and stuff but then she started reciting the 10 commandments in tagalog and I just sat there and stared. There was only one thing in my mind then:

'Oh man... this sucks.'

And then comes our 2nd meeting which was today. I asked my mom to take me there at about 2:15 coz I knew that she wasn't gonna start right away anyway. When I went there I chose a seat particularly at the back and I realized it was a good thing too.

She went in the class at about 2:30 and said that we should, again, wait for the others, all the while I was thinking... 'Why? we should have already started at 2! We PAID for this lady! I don't want to extend my time here just for the sake of those who are to lazy to arrive here on time!'. But heck, I was too nice for my own good and just sat there and made friends with the ceiling and the red ants that were ceremoniously crawling up the wall.

3:15. We started at FREAKIN 3:15!!! I was already fuming when we started. And then she had to make my mood worse with one of her little songs. Gaaahhh!! And oh, let me tell you what happened all the while that I was waiting for her so-called class to start.

I was sitting there minding my own business when a group of guys came in and took a seat by the tables behind me. I didn't mind them at all. In fact I just ignored everyone when I'm in Miss L's class. But then they said something so totally unexpected to just ignore...

'Miss, miss, what's your name?'

Huh?

What the hell?!

'E, Miss, what's your number?'

Does this look like a place to find a freakin date?! Gah! With all the strength I could muster, I just stared straight at the board and ignored them. I was fighting off the urge to snap back at them... to tell them to go crawl under a rock or something 'coz I was already in a bad mood because of this stupid class... but I didn't want to create a scene so they went on like that, even after class started... Miss L's lectures were punctured with stupid stuff like 'Miss!! Wag mo naman kaming isnabin! (Miss! Please don't ignore us!)' and 'Miss! Sige na! Number mo lang naman e! (Miss! Come on, it's just your number!')' I was so longing to say 'Screw you', but well...

It was already 3:30 and Miss L was still going on about salvation history. Come on! I already had to endure this last sem! Do I still have to go through the pain and boredom of listening to it again?! Ok, so I'm exaggerating a bit... if it were only a different teacher I can actually find this topic a little more interesting. I mean, I really think that these seminars and lectures before Confirmation is essential but listening to Miss L I am really tempted to just go and walk-out in the middle of her so called 'lectures'. Am I dissing her too much? Well, don't worry, I'm not finished yet... *rolls the eyes*

Miss L goes on about salvation history and all those seven sacraments... and then she goes on about totally unrelated things and then she expects us to laugh at her joke or sumthin.. I wanted so much to say.. 'Yeah.. right. Oh, did you make a joke? Really?' (hmph! Sorry.. I'm still fuming about her stupid classes). And then she goes on about some other things and random stuff, all the while the clock was ticking and she wasn't even halfway finished explaining the 7 sacraments! My eye was already twitching and and I was holding back my side comments (with much difficulty, mind you!) Here she was, talking like she has all the time in the world and I was there just staring, her words boring into my head and creating a migraine (which I *magically* have every time I'm in her class). Gah!! I wanted so much to say to her 'Oh yeah! Hmm! What fun! *rolls the eyes* Oh, and remind me to call you for my next birthday party! You're so much funnier than the clowns!' GAAAHHHH!!!!! \(>__<)/

Well, it went on like that. I so wanted to go home by 4 (I wanted to watch Kim Possible!! ^__^). Besides, they already said that these lectures where supposed to end by 4. Damn! It was already 3:55 and she was only halfway through the sacraments. The people around me could hear my annoyed grunts and sighs. I. So. Wanted. To. Go. Home. Come on! If she was to start at 2 then we would have finished already!!! She then started noticing that some people were already leaving (ahhh!! my heroes! take me with you!! PLEASE!!) I wanted to go with them but I was thinking about the P250 that my mom spent on this (which in my opinion is so WASTED on her @!#&!& lectures!). When she finally finished the sacraments, it was already 4:15 on my watch. I thought she was already going to dismiss us and I grabbed my hat and was about to stand when she went on about next meeting. AAAAAHHHH!!! I couldn't take it anymore. I just went up and left, which is probably the best idea I've had the whole afternoon.

So I walked on home only to be scorched by the hot sun and to find out that I was too late for Kim Possible *sobs at the corner*. #@#@(@$&(*@*(!#*^*&!!!!!!! GaaaahhH!!!!

My day is so screwed!

*hugs all the Arashi stuffed toys and cries* T__________________________T

My compu's jealous of my LJ cutting abilities... that's why I can't access it right now. -_-* 

I.. I am so sorry!! T___T

Really, I didn't know that I was supposed to do that!

kimiwapet2150

I'm really truly sorry. Truly I am. T___T So, did I do it right? I did what you told me to do... I just don't know if I did it right.

Well, since I still don't know where to put up credit for my icons I'm gonna put it up here.

Credit for Icons goes to Introspect.amnos.net

Thank you.

Oh, if you own them and are pissed off that I'm using them, please tell me. I'll apologize to you and delete it. If it's yours and you don't mind me using it, still tell me so that I could give you credit for it (just please tell me how to first... as I've said before- I'm a stranger to modern technology..-_-*)

Thanks minna, and sorry again.

On a totaly different note, I've got my mom to buy me three bags of marshmallows!! ^___^ I was all 'YEY!' all the while I was munching on the white, soft marshmallow-y goodness!!! YEEEEYYYY!!! *bounces off*

Ooohh.. oh yeah!! I met the CUTEST guy sa MRT!!! *laughs* I was with ko-chan when I met LOGAN!!! SOOOO CUTEE!!! I don't think I've seen anyone as cute as him!!! *squeels* ^______^

D ba Ko-chan?? Mwaahahahah!! *evil laughter*

Ahhehehehe... since I got bored today (and being the PRODUCTIVE and RESPONIBLE student that I am*sarcastic smirk*) I took a test instead of studying! Yey for procrastenating! \(>_<)/

Yey! \(>o<)/

YEY!!!!!\(>_<)/

BANZAIIII!!!! \(>o<)/

I went to the site Oji-chan posted somthing on and took a test.. yeah. i've been taking tests a lot lately... (so sue me.. I get BORED easily).

I took this test to see what age I act...O_O and lookie, lookie.. why am I not surprised?

You Are 9 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

Te Tsunagoo/ Hand in Hand (kind of like an epilogue of 'What Hurts the Most' O_o)

Slowly, I let go and watch you walk on without me. I was never there to you, was I? I was just part of the scenery, part of the view... but certianly not part of your life. It hurts when I feel only the empty air as I instinctively clutch my right hand, yet deep down inside I knew that this feeling isn't new. I was holding on to air all along.

I'll go on my own way.

One day when you finally feel that somthing is missing, you'll find your hand clutching- only to grab on to nothing. And you'll then look at your side, only to realize that I'm gone.

I have moved on.